I’ve been really active these days in the “virtual” world, that is – updating my multiply, blogging, learning web layouts, chatting, and so on… The luxury of time is in my hands right now because *uhhmmmm*… I resigned!? Gosh, why am I so reluctant in saying it? The truth is, I’m not sure if that decision is sensible. (ding, ding, ding! guilty!)
Now, I’m just chillaxing (chill+relax) around and having a fabulous time at home; Enjoying every moment of joblessness! It feels great to sleep in my bed, wake up whenever I want and do whatever that suits my fancy. I am good at entertaining myself (my autistic talent) so I don’t feel that being a homebody is a humdrum. Not at all.
In the contrary, as days passed by, this uncanny part of me (a.k.a. conscience?) is condemning my lethargic self because I’ve succumbed to idleness and there’s nothing positive emerging from this hibernation state. It’s like I am escaping and not facing the problem. What am I doing to solve it? Niets. Niente. Nada. Nothing.
Golly, am I going lazy…or crazy??? Neither one is something I can be proud of (but at least it rhymes)…Waaaahhhhh…SOS! or SMS! (Save My Sluggish-self) rather.
My “hopeless” case is causing my self-esteem and sanity to dwindle. That side of my life is too stinky to stick around. So, I just wanted to stop and hope to smell the roses.
Now, I’m just chillaxing (chill+relax) around and having a fabulous time at home; Enjoying every moment of joblessness! It feels great to sleep in my bed, wake up whenever I want and do whatever that suits my fancy. I am good at entertaining myself (my autistic talent) so I don’t feel that being a homebody is a humdrum. Not at all.
In the contrary, as days passed by, this uncanny part of me (a.k.a. conscience?) is condemning my lethargic self because I’ve succumbed to idleness and there’s nothing positive emerging from this hibernation state. It’s like I am escaping and not facing the problem. What am I doing to solve it? Niets. Niente. Nada. Nothing.
Golly, am I going lazy…or crazy??? Neither one is something I can be proud of (but at least it rhymes)…Waaaahhhhh…SOS! or SMS! (Save My Sluggish-self) rather.
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