Paradigm shift on happiness =D

Happiness is something we aim to find, indicative of a goal, an end. Seemingly, we are all in the pursuit of happiness. We seek it or better say, chase it. Chase because it fades away once in a while and tends to be just a temporary state – the so-called ups and downs; a part of life’s paradox, so we say. Every so often, we are inclined to postpone it as well until we get what we think characterizes it – having a better career, supportive parents, a loving spouse, a child, a sexier body, a bigger house, a newer car, more money…whatever it is that we think will please us.

To Kahlil Gibran:

Happiness is a myth we seek,
If manifested surely irks;
Like river speeding to the plain,
On its arrival slows and murks.
For man is happy only in
His aspiration to the heights;
When he attains his goal, he cools
And longs for other distant flights.

My, oh my, I wish I can articulate my thoughts like that hmmm whatta knack! Seriously, I concur to what he means and now I don’t wonder why there are so many unhappy people in this world.

Most of us are like hunters in a magnificent forest. We are apt to put so much effort in the chasing. So focused on our target that we normally miss to stop and smell the fragrant flowers; or fail to notice the colorful trees; neglect to hear the music of the chirping birds; forget to appreciate neither the clean air we breathe nor the abundance of stream that quenches our thirst and gives life to the forest.

If truth to be told, maybe we’ve missed a great deal already all these years. We don’t know for sure…not until we correct our disposition and our perception on the matter.

Haaayyyy, I’m sooo mortified …but it’s never too late anyway =D

Seeing Some Stars =D

When a stumbling block presented itself, I can’t believe my feebleness. I never knew how fragile I am in facing hindrances and afflictions. Call it fortunate or blessed (I prefer this), but for many years, I have been sheltered from life’s adversities. I mean, I’ve been to ups and downs too but nothing major. Maybe this explains why I went berserk when I encountered this frustrating situation here but I have enough of that pathetic-sounding crisis already! Goodness, I’ve been so melodramatic to oversensationalize that one aspect of my life. When I read my previous rants, I sounded like it’s the end of the world. Silly me! haha...At least, I can laugh about it now.

Although I’m a little guilt-stricken about my idleness but nevertheless, it gave me valuable reflections and self-awareness. And so, I am gradually reviving myself from being stupid and desperate. I have not yet resolved my quandary but I am working on it – this time, proactively.

“I haven't a clue as to how my story will end. But that's all right.
When you set out on a journey and night covers the road,
you don't conclude the road has vanished…
And how else could we discover the stars?”
~unknown

Good Morning =D

I was sooo alive and kicking past 1:30am - must be an impact of the overwhelming Batman movie, The Dark Knight. Wow! Heath Ledger was truly phenomenal in his role as the Joker. It’s a shame that we won’t be able to see him portray another exhilarating role. May he rest in peace.

Anyway, on our drive home from the theater, Alanis’ acoustic version of Hand in Pocket was playing in the car. The tranquility of the streets in the wee hours of the morning magnified its rendition (thanks to the kick-ass Kenwood stereo that hubby himself installed with his sweat and all hehe). It wasn’t the first time I heard it but it was the first time that I truly listened to it. OMG, I was soooo struck because I can actually relate to the message; like sensing a “breakthrough” if you know what I mean.

Music and movies are some of the things I can’t live without!